Running Away From Being Kiamsap

Why am I so stingy nowadays?
I’m getting stingy with money. Everything seems expensive to me now. I’m not willing to spend on this and that. I don’t what happened to me; have no idea what caused me to become stingy. It is me or the impact of the current economic? Le sigh. Sometimes I don’t feel like going out cuz I know when I go out I’ll spend. I rather DL movies and watch in my room than visit the cinema, to save money. =.= But sometimes I memang lazy to go out laa. (must defend myself abit)

I seriously need to go look for job to work in my 2 months long sem break. Earn extra pocket money. My parents do gimme pocket money every month and I save it for my shopping. But I don’t like shopping with the pocket money they give cuz I think it’s still from my parents, I feel like I’m spending their money instead of my own money. (Well, it is their money! LOL)

Friends talked about hair in class today and they asked me whether I’m gonna trim it cuz I’ve been complaining about my hair since the day I cut. But I told them No, cuz I still need to pay RM18 no matter I cut or trim. So I think why not wait till one or two months later when my hair is longer. Here comes the KiamsapYen… I actually wanted to trim it shorter, but hello, its RM18 not RM5 or RM6. If it’s just RM6, I definitely go for it without any hesitation laa. They asked me to get the money from my parents, hmmm… it is not the money problem. I just don’t think it’s necessary cuz my hair will grow. And if I trim it, I’d need to pay RM18, even though it’s not my money. (I know you wanna whack me)

You may think, aiya haircut only why need to think so much! But I have no idea how and why am I having this kinda thinking in my head. The little voice in my head tells me not to spend on this and that. Sigh. I used to be like those aiya-why-think-so-much people, but I’m not now. I don’t know whether is good or bad.

T.T

Sometimes I freaking hate this kinda attitude you know, is like soooo aunty, but sometimes I kinda like it cuz it helps me to save. Ahhaha! But one thing I can assure you, if I have too much of it, it will eventually annoy people around me…
*trying to imagine losing all my friends…… GASP!!*

Okay, I need to stop here. Gotta finish my FM assignment.

xoxo