Freak Me Out!

There was an incident happened when my tut class finished. Students will always look for The List akatheattendandcelist end of the lesson. I saw a group of students surrounding the list, so S.Yee and I walked toward it. While waiting for others to sign, there were a few foreign students (FS) complaining to each other about the group of Chinese students (CS) who kept the list and not passing it around during tutorial. (I really dislike these kinda students who love keeping this list) So, when one of the FS got the list and signed his name, he passed it among his friends including those who came after me and S.Yee… like S.Yee and I were invincible and they even blocked us of getting the list with their hands!! T__T And after they done signing, instead of handing it to me or S.Yee, they took the list and gave it to his friends who were sitting at the 1st row . T___T

S.Yee and I actually stood and waited there quite awhile, and we just kept quiet when they blocked us with hands. Even though I was not really comfortable at what they did but I decided to stay calm and patience. However, the minute they took the list away and gave it to his friends, I couldn’t hold the anger inside me anymore. Next thing happened was I heard myself shouted ExcuseMe!! Then I walked towards them…

And then I was like.. WTH am I doing? Oh nooo… Oh NO!!! Did I just shout at them? Shit!!! I don’t wanna get into trouble! I was soooooo scared!! O.O

Next, one of the FS yelled at me “ExcuseWhat? We’ve been waiting for one hr!” I opened my mouth, trying to say something but nothing comes out cuz I was too scared. But my brain was answering his Q “So am I!! And please don’t effing yell at me cuz you’re mad! You know it was not me who kept the list! And can’t you just let the 2 of us sign first?!” I was too scared to speak and guess what, my hands were trembling!! So, I just kept quiet and looked at S.Yee cuz I was really scared and there were around 6 of them. ALL GUYS!! Summo yelled at me--- a girl whose height not even exceeds 160cm!!! T____T

After all of them gaodim, the one who yelled at me gave me the list. And I said Thank You! See, I’m so polite k, so why did you yelled at me and stared at me scarily!! When I was signing, my hand was shaking! AHAHHA! damn memalukan laaaa!! I returned it to him after S.Yee and I signed. I think the guy thinks I’m his enemy already, cuz his gave us a scary stare when bumped into each other at the corridor. T__T

I hope he or the whole gang understand that it wasn’t my fault! Don’t release your anger at me just because I accidentally shouted. (I didn’t wanna do that actually!! but I think you would do that same thing like I did, if I treated you like how you treated us.) Go yell at those who kept the list from passing around, you know who they are. And I hope they don't think I was the one who kept it cuz I'm a CS. Just because I'm a CS but that doesn't mean that I kept the list, what for I wanna keep it?! No prize given also =.= and If I was the one who kept it, I should have signed my name before them.

And thankfully I was too scared to speak, cuz if I defended myself after his yelling, it would lead to a terrible fight. I’m really regretted of shouting at him! Man, what was I thinking laaa!!! Maybe I was furious and unable to control myself.

PEACE PEOPLE!
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xoxo