Sunday, March 28, 2010

Screw It !

Current mood: Extreamly moooooodeeeeeeee !! :’(

I slept at 3am on Saturday cuz I was rushing for BMS assignment with Tiff. We girls are all Excel noob, and the guys in our group are just useless and one of them is really a jerk. But anyway, Tiff and I managed to solve all the questions! YAY! Girls rock yo! Who said we need guys’ help!?

I woke up at 9am on Sunday (soooo eearly!!!) to attend BRM group assignment in college at 10am. I heard my alarm rang for few times but I ignored it as I was really tired. This is the first time that I ever go to my Uni on Sunday! Hello, it’s Sunday!! Is the day I rest and sleep at home!! Uni is sooo quiet and empty and the library is extreamely cold! Luckily I wore long pants today! Phew!

The library opens until 1pm! Yes, 1pm!!! wth!! So, all of us went to a café nearby to continue our discussion. I’m so blur on this assignment. I kept asking them questions, why this, why that. So paiseh you know, I asked them almost every single thing and yet I’m still blur! I don’t know how am I gonna answer lecturer’s questions on this coming Thursday presentation cuz I don’t even understand the whole thing. Totally screwed up!! As they discussed the assignment in more detail, I feel more frustrated cuz I just couldn’t understand. Sigh~

I left in the evening and had dinner with my relatives. Found out something in car when still on the way to my aunt’s house.It hurts my feelings and I feel disappointed with you. And it got worse when I got home and know the whole story.

I know it’s my fault but you shouldn’t tell them and discuss with them. You can’t just tell them EVERYTHING about me! Do you know that, THAT thing is the last thing I want people to know?! They always think their superior yet you told them THAT? And you let them judge me based on your story??! They don’t even have the rights to judge me!!! I feeeeel so hurt of what they have said about me. I'm so disappointed in you. Sigh. You exaggerate everything, you make things become worse! Have you ever considered my feelings? How am I gonna face them next time?

No more crying. Forget what happened today and tomorrow is gonna be a GOOD day!!!!!!! A great one, no doubt!!

xoxo

PS: Gimme 3 months, and I will prove you WRONG!!

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