Tired of IP

I had my first final paper this morning and I’m glad that the paper was ok. But now, I’m very worried for my IP aka thesis. I feel really sad and stressed whenever I think about it.

And so, I went to wash my toilet this evening. Oh, if you didn’t know, I always wash toilet to relieve stress cuz I feel happy when I see a sparkling white toilet, it’s not like my toilet is filthy, it’s just that I love the sparkling shinny look of it when you turn on the lights and the smell of detergent after washing. It makes me feel fresh???! I don’t know, I just love it, or maybe it’s because white is my favourite colour. Meh..

Anyway, I send my work to my supervisor every week to let her check and she always tells me that my IP has no big problem, just some minor problems to fix. But for me, those are big!

And right now, there is a HUUGGEE problem waiting for me to solve in my IP. I feel like crying everytime I think of it. Super emo right now. T_______T and I think there’s a 50% chance that I might need to redo the whole thing and the best part is, I need to present my proposal on next Tuesday. Fml. Sho sho shoooo frustrated now.

Tonight, I’m gonna watch something funny to entertain myself and try to sleepy early cuz I've been burning the midnight oil for 2 weeks. I need to recharge myself tonight so I can fully focus and brainstorm myself to solve my IP problem tomorrow.
(I hope this is not an excuse for slacking tonight. LOL)

xoxo